I got me a job. Starting monday :) and i understand there is a lack of updates. so many pictures that the thought of it makes me super lazy.
updates soon! (i try.)
*** somebody said they saw you, the person you were kissing wasnt me. And i would never ask you, i just kept it to myself. I don't wanna know, if you're playing me; keep it on the low. Cos my heart can't take it anymore and if you're playing me, please don't let it show.
i miss you bad.
Undecided? i'll come and provide it.
please please her 5:57:00 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
Honest Mistake
Paul Van Dyk on saturday night the music is still in my ears Super super music but i have to admit the crowd was not my fancy i hated the fact someone was sweating up against me and it isnt my sweat by the way, its SOMEONE ELSE'S SWEAT! and i can smell body odour........ physiological nightmare; except for the sweet sounds that came from the speakers Dancing was a huge problem too. because I am so used to the space i m entitled at Attica when i was at zouk... i was squished so badly its not funny. half the time i was being shoved and it got me super irritated I met delia anyhows! she was walking infront of me! so we danced a bit togr and we managed to take pictures! weijian and some of the other flash and splash people were there too ((:
at the end of the night, me, michelle, sonja, rebecca were at attica attica much more moviing and dancing space. ALLELUIA to that! music was not as good of course but they played sonja's fav song which is also mine now (besides FASHIONISTAAA).. "destination unknown" wooo! SONJA, I FOUND THE SONG ONLINE! I DOWNLOADED IT! I uploaded on my facebook! i hope you can hear it!
Sunday: i went for the commex fair with michelle to get us each 160gig hard drives (portable) cos my current 80 gig is too little for all my movies and videos and fresh shows (: and michelle has promised me greys anatomy season 1-3. i should got get sex and the city 1 -6 since i have soooo much space now ;) WOOT WOOT!
anyhoos, i went to Km8 with mich to meet sonja, anna, jane later on it was super chill super nice night a lil drizzly raindroppy but well, didnt spoil my mood for sure i enjoyed it lots! first time trying this blue cocktail which tastes mild and nice.. BUT SERIOUSLY you wont know what hit you if you drink lots at one go cos the effect does not come till later... which explains why i woke this morning with a splitting headache but km8, is going to be my newww place to be on sundays! while wednesdays is fashion bar ;)
T. is back from bangkok ((:
***
Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far
please please her 12:47:00 PM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Forget Yesterday
super late update. been busy, lazy, bumming, going out, doing things i shouldnt be doing, thinking about things i shouldnt know, learning languages for people i shouldnt learn for. So many things on my agenda of late. More things weighing on my mind thats been such a burden. I just want to run far away from everything.
Nonetheless, Wednesday was fashionn bar night. Marie was leaving back to Paris. T.'s flatmate's gf. We had dinner at his place first; followed by fashion bar. I am lazy. Pictures do the talking.
girl with her arms around me is marie (:
my favourite boy's flatmate
i enjoyed my night. it was filled with emotions galore as always. but i m so used to all these emotions galore that it just absorbs into me. Marie has left :( she's a sweet girl i'm going to miss seeing her around the house. After fashion bar, we were at attica more drinks more happy happy bubbly bubbly I left attica w mich, rebecca around 2.30 and got home around 3 i didnt sleep. i was supposed to wake in a few hours for school. and i had to give tibo a wake up call in the morning. but seeing him had so much to drink, i believe alcohol works as a anesthetic and puts grown men to sleep like dead logs when they hit the sack. so i planned to go over to tibos place to wake him up personally at 5 am he had a flight to bangkok at 7.30am he didnt want to wake up and was still obviously swirling in the effects of alcohol i managed to drag him out of bed at 5.45am super late for his plane alrdy and i had no sleep, so i was half high half sleepy my brain was swimming in my head. i felt so high that morning bottomline, he still missed his plane and i didnt sleep all day, going to school like fucking zombie
well, he is in bangkok now nonetheless, and i miss him.
***
Could we rewind to a place where its just you and me, where nothing else and no one else matters?
Because I am so suffocated, I can hardly breathe without you by my side...
please please her 3:21:00 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
the view i miss on the weekdays when i wake and you're not there.
Its weekdays that make me miss you having your arms around me as I sleep; going home late from your place is such a pain as i take the cab back to my cold empty bed. Its weekends where I wake up with a warm smile on my face having seen you sleep next to me in such serenity and comfort. I don't know how long we're going to last. I don't know when will come the day I feel your lips on mine for the final time. I don't know why your smell lingers so strongly on me I don't know when will be the next time you'd call me I don't know how you managed to make me feel this way
But I do know that nothing is for certain, no one predicts what happens in the future, its all tentative and not written on stone.
Right here and now, you're all I ever want and more ((:
***
Closer to where i started, chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all i held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you (: I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There is nothing else to lose There is nothing else to find There is nothing in the world That could change my mind There is nothing else
This weekend. Friday stayed home. dead shit tired. slept early. Saturday spent the afternoon listening to paul van dyke/ tiesto/ bennassi/ armin superbbb tunes. My absolut fav now is "fashionista" - Jimmy James they play this very often in fashion bar which i been to on most wednesdays. I am super humoured when i hear the part which goes "no one ugly allowed" take a listen (:
so around 9 i headed to michelle's place to get some heroes and rip some movies from her. got to his place at 10-ish, 11. We watched heroes finished. till the last ep which by the way i m quite unhappy about the ending. we stayed up talking for a bit till around 3 and fell asleep probably the first night me being w him and he wasnt out on a saturday night. he said he was tired. so we slept; it was super sweet cos all night i was in his arms ((: we woke at noon; took the vespa down to holland v for ya kun kaya toast yummy soft boiled eggs and toast (: headed back to his place within an hr
He said he needed to clear his place I helped him straighten up his room, sweep the floor, wash the dishes, wash his bathroom, fold his clothes. was super tired after i was done. had a nice cold shower and we just sat around doing nothing; feeling the breeze by his balcony came evening, he left for his friends place while i went home
(funny story this photo: T. was playing with my phone, and he insisted in taking a picture and he asked me to kiss him and we'll take the picture and i ended up laughing and touched his face and he snapped the picture, then he started whining about how i didnt kiss him)
nothing says it best than a long hug by the balcony and the taste of perfection in a kiss.
back to work tmr. i highly dread. boo.
*** I don't know why i let it go too far; your heart's where I lay my head
please please her 9:00:00 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
i miss you so so badly. i just want you to hold me and tell me that my wait is over. when will your friends from france leave? 2 more days of endurance.
you've left me feeling empty without you
please please her 10:31:00 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
The boy is spending time with his friends who flew in from france. I havent spoken nor seen him in a long time, feels like a whole weekend without him :( I miss him immensely.
***
"when you walk away, i count the steps that you take do you see how much i need you right now? when you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you when you're gone the face i came to know is missing too ad when you're gone the words i need to hear will always get me through the day and make it okay i miss you.
Everything i do, i give my heart and soul, I can't hardly breath i need to feel you're here with me."
please please her 9:31:00 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
The Superfly Friday
In retrospect, i'd blog about my TGIF aka, my day off spent with the lovely Richelle. We headed to the Singapore Science Centre and owned the place balls. Took so many pictures, whatever I am posting is about 3/4 of what we have, nonetheless, it was a superfly day!
I was super happy.
Pictures speak a thousand words [serious visual damage]:
Kids now have a pool to play in?! lucky bastards.
This left us in stitches and mad laughter
"In recent news, Singapore Science Centre has been invaded by two girls"
Incubator! chicks! I want!
The Skinny Mirror (left) and The Dislocated Mirror (Right)
On TV!
The Electric Chair. Add 1 dollar to get Shocked!
In IMAX theatre ;)
THE END (:
***
i miss you :(
please please her 10:43:00 PM
Some people want it all But I don't want a thing at all. If it ain't you, baby. If I ain't got you baby. Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything. But everything means nothing if I ain't got you.
please please her 6:02:00 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Superfly.
After 3 failed attempts; Jillian has successfully surprised T. at his office (with dinner) for the first time on 15 August, arriving at 2011hrs. She was greeted with the initial look of shock on his face followed by a warm grin.
She left the office with T. at 2040hrs. The two headed to his place nearby his office. T. and Jillian had dinner by his balcony; super sweet! They watched "Dane Cook", laughing at his funny antics, followed by "50 first dates" which they both fell asleep watching. They woke in the morning to a sounds of morning rain.
Jillian enjoys T.'s company much much. T. makes her a happy girl. She is missing him bad right now :( She hopes to see him soon; she can't wait for the weekend to come. TGIF!
***
It's you there when I close my eyes. And you in the morning (: I never thought you'd still be mine
please please her 8:02:00 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
[edit: 1.08pm// 16 Aug 2007: more gwen pictures]
The Sweet Escape Tour
went for the Gwen stefani's concert with Vanessa I m not going to say how superb it was; cos i didnt think it was that great in comparison to what i'd usually see on MTV awards and such. Gwen was overly confined to the stage. My cam zoom function was screwed. it didnt wanna zoom like it should. tsk.
She was always on stage, singing around the stage. she never fly around, jump out from somewhere, surprise the audience or something. It woulda been great if she did tho; only part that excited the audiences most was when she started running and sitting next to people within the audience.
overall, dancers, music and clothes were impressive ;) She sand quite a bit of hit songs and some others from her 2 albums (: i enjoyed "Hollaback girl", "wind it up", and "sweet escape" loads But for the price i paid (category 2), i expected much more earwax-arousal from her as a music industry entertainer. Howell, when Gwen Stefani spoke, i like the fact there was no arrogance about her. she was genuinely nice as it seemed (:
After the concert, met up w my lil brother, his gf and gf's sister. called for cab which took forever to come. T. called for one for me too there was a major clog of cabs which were on call/ hired outside the indoor stadium. Left for T.'s place after; was a surprise.
he smiled widely as he opened the door saying he expected to see me. tsks. some surprise! pfft! doesn't matter, as long as he greets me with a big smile and kiss ;) we watched "monsters inc" I loveee that animation; the lil girl is sooo super cute. went home at 4am
went to sch this morning completely stoned and zombiefied. i m going to nap now; surprising the boyfriend later at his office which i intend to make sure is a success this time; then maybe fashion bar. toodle-deeee!
***
"You're perfect; I don't think i'll be able to find another girlfriend like you in Singapore who treats me the way you do."
please please her 2:41:00 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
Crazy; that's how i feel for you
successful sneakysneaky out on saturday night ;) daddy dearest was watching tennis till round about 12.15am and i left my door slightly ajar for them to see me in slumber which my mum did because she came in to turn my aircon on and ask me to sleep properly on my pillow ((: and once she closed the door; i jumped out of bed put on my make up, dressed and left.
Reached attica abt 1.20am. Met Rebecca, Michelle, Elaine, Sonja and Rhys outside. Elaine is a gd friend of rebecca Anyhoos, i dropped by MOS for a bit in search of Candice and Sam with NO sucess. MOS too fucking big; met Delvin in MOS, drank a lil So i walked back to Attica; feeling high. Music wasnt fantab. Rebecca and Elaine were pissed drunk. Michelle needed my help to drag the two princesse's asses into the cab [Pictures Disclaimer: I don't remember most of the pictures taken]
Michelle . Jill
Sonja . Jill
Rebecca . Jill
Jill . Rebecca . Michelle
I saw T. in Attica. He was a sweeetie; holding me close as i was feeling a bit high he laughed as he saw my cheeks turn red from alcohol we danced and kissed under the discoball we stayed till 5am; left with his friend from france, this nice girl stayed over his place; slept thru to 2pm next afternoon. his other friend named josh stayed over too; great person.
Had lunch at 4pm; wanton noodles/ chicken rice Some "heroes"; which i fell asleep through in T.'s arms it rained heavily, with thunder and lightning, but for some reason I wasnt as afraid as i usually would be of lightning. instead it felt nice. chilly night; macs delivery for dinner. T. argued his way into a free meal ;D We watched "cast away"; gd show, matched the rainy weather. haha
It was super nice and cozy to be with someone you like so much on a rainy night alone in the apartment, watching a movie; just listening to one another breathing, hearts beating insync.
*** here is a question for you: "What if I fall.... will you catch me?" Because I think I might have started to... and i'm starting to feel unsure
Wise men say, "only fools rush in..."
please please her 3:38:00 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
head over heels when toe to toe
i just got home. bathed. changed. and infront of the computer. listening to some "lifehouse". Was intending to surprise T. at his office last night plan was to get out of the house by 7.30pm to get his fav noodles at laupasat but i left at 8.00pm i reached laupasat at 8.20pm and the phone rang "thibault calling"
J "hello" T "hey baby, what r you up to tonight?" J "hmm nothing. hows your day?" T "I just finished a conference call a few minutes ago, i got another one to do at 9pm but my friend was asking me to go do the conference call at his place and have a drink or two, so i be drinking and working at 9pm at his place. and maybe after meet my friends who came down from france, i told you about." J "hmm ok" T "so where r you now?" J "can i tell you something?" T "sure" J "i just got out of the cab, to get u dinner and was hoping to surprise u in your office" T "awww baby, you gotta stop doing this. its really sweet but its been so many times i been out of the office and you try do this, i feel bad" J "haha its ok baby" T "so what u going to do now? you want me to pick you up?" J "its fine baby, i'll go walk around, find someone in town or something, no worries ok? go do ur conference thing" T "you sure? i'll see you after ok? i feel bad baby, but you're so sweet" J "yeah yeah, go do ur work, its more important. i'll see u later" T "kisses" J "kisses" T "see you later" J "yeah"
failed attempt number #3. I have given up! surrender! i m no more surprising the guy unless i can commit to the time i set myself to get out of the house by. its hard to surprise him when his work finishing hrs are so irregular; sometimes early, sometimes late. anyhows, kudos to dearest michelle who came out to meet me we had prata at serangoon gardens; and icemilo+fries at gardens macs with tonnes of laughter and jokes about a certain someone. then headed over to her place; chilled left from her place to Attica at 1am
I met T. outside attica talking to cassh S. was outside attica too. got a call from kylie who was at MOS; so i met her outside MOS for a bit. its been uber long since i seen that chica and she looks super fine! ;) anyhows, she wanted to meet T. but T. was in attica alrdy and he didnt answer. so she walked back.
I went in to find T. and Julien was there. (pfft!) talking about him on my blog will just be a waste of space. he pisses me off so badly when I see him. anyhows, it was an OK night, not fantastic I brought T. home; he was drunk but watching him sleep so soundly makes me smile as i run my fingers through his hair. somehow, him being drunk makes me laugh more than get mad at him for drinking so much cos he is such a silly drunkard; walking to the girl's toilet and i had to drag him out. hahaha; OPPS! sorry ladies. i fell asleep around 7am we just laid in bed sleeping till around 2pm when he made fruit breakfast in bed and fresh squeezed orangejuice. yum. we caught some heroes. T. realised his phone was lost. round about 4 we left for late lunch at holland V. mhmm pasta; my fav. and headed to taka, singtel to get his simcard done. and simlim to get a new phone; while i headed home (:
tonight i m sneaking out; meeting michelle, rebecca and sonja i cross my fingers and pray my parents don't watch tennis. attica awaits (:
***
I only think of you on two occasions; that's day and night
please please her 8:02:00 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
Sweet dreams are made of these...
I took a punch in the nose and got alcohol spilled all overfor the boyfriend in order for him to not get hit by some guy. the boyfriend was very very drunk on wednesday night; C's farewell party thats what 3 bottles of vodka shared amongst 5 guys and 2 packets of cranberry mixers do to you. I took care of him ((: I hate Julien Arnaud; he makes me want to commit murder and arson. The boyfriend does not remember a single thing of the previous night He has a bruise on his right eye :( I woke up on thursday morning with a kiss and hug from the boyfriend We had macdonalds' delivery for lunch i got to meet some of his brother's best friends who stayed over. The boyfriend and I spent thursday afternoon in each others arms
I left for changi chalet in the evening for a bbq with the godparents and family Left at 8 to surprise the boyfriend at his office failed attempt #2 once more; boyfriend already left the office for home cabbed down to his place from there. spent time doing nothing but talk. Till he fell asleep. I cabbed home.
***
his words.
"You're pretty. I like your smile, the way you laugh. You're smart, a good girl. A happy person. You don't complain. You're really nice, sometimes too nice, always wanting attention, sweet...... and i like how you look after me when i m drunk"
please please her 3:16:00 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
will you be at Fashion Bar tonight? if so, i'll see you(:
please please her 6:40:00 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
[edit] 8 Aug 2007 // 6.57pm
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I've got a serious problem; I need to stop being a pushover. I'm losing it really badly and I'm killing myself inside I can't allow all of this to be happening and me not saying anything and acting like i m happy and ok with it. I am after all a bad actor.
The 1 month warrenty, ends tomorrow. otherwise, my sanity is at stake.
***
i got this icebox where my heart used to be, i'm so cold... i'm so cold...
please please her 9:49:00 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
Cold Turkey.
please please her 7:08:00 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Le' Weekend!
Before I'd start on my weekend, Thursday i had decided on drawing a lil something for T. to put in his office so he'd think of me when he sees it. So i did.
I drew his name on white drawing block. Cut out the letters.
Coloured them.
and pasted them on a piece of shiny black paper.
I was so proud of my work and so happy knowing he will love it or be surprised by it. I intended to have it laminated in school in the morning. Friday, I happily walked down to the school office to get it laminated heated up the machine. waiting for the machine to warm up i tested by laminating one of my library stuff first followed by my art work for T. The art work slowly went into the machine and i watched in anticipation for it to come out the other side all laminated and nice. then i stood there, with my eyes opened in horror as my art work never came out it was stuck inside, all rolled up
My mind went (!!!!!!!!!!!)
i didn't know how to react. I spent the entire night doing it. carefully colouring, finding the perfect colour combination, going shopping for colour pens and the black shiny paper. and it was all gone within seconds. CURSE THE LAMINATING MACHINE!!!
so i tried to save it. I cut out each laminated letter in hopes of squishing them under thick and heavy books from the library. The letters of T.'s name did not lay flat. it continued to stay a lil curled and crumpled. i used doublesided tape and stuck them to a PLAIN black construction paper. it was not as perfect as before.
My impatience got the better of me and i started redoing it. I started redrawing. but in my frustration, i was unable to duplicate a better 2nd piece. My mum suggested I just relaminate, this time she will use a bigger machine and she will get it done for me. and she did.
since the letters were a lil curled and not so flat, it created the bubbly effect around the letters on the black paper after laminated. and I got fed up, so i just settled for the redone first (:
And i intended to bring this art work of mine, to T.'s office and surprise him with dinner as well. But me taking a long time to get ready etc etc, i was late, i didnt get dinner and i arrived at his office, realising he had alrdy left. I called A. asking where was T. and A. said, T. probably on the way back So i took a cab to T.'s place to find A. and C. but no T. they said T. went to get dinner. After a while, he got back (: had dinner, and some of his french friends came by his place. it was kinda awkward being the only asian, and them conversing in french as I stand there, trying to be as polite as possible by smiling when i can. Thank goodness for A. who spoke to me for a bit etc
I got to meet T.'s exgf; she came over as well everyone was drinking, listening to music, talking T's exgf is a pretty nice girl. anyhows, we all headed to Attica later on. went back to T.'s place to sleep over.
the morning after, saturday, we woke at 11 plus am. Watched a couple of "heroes" took the vespa down to holland V. for sushi tei lunch. we went to mount faber after tt. had drinks at Altivo, a nice bar at mount faber
after which, we decided to go to the Asian Civilizations Museum it was pretty fun ;) haha. I enjoyed it. and the company of course :D
Listening to some arabic tunes. hahaha. quite funky tunes.
(T. took this photo. so stoned. tired from the previous night of partying)
some computer programme to write arabic words but T. ended up writing my name after playing around (:
After which, come evening, went back his place he left for tennis with V. (julien's flatmate) I went home to change and get out to meet Sam/ Walter/ Hong etc I got to MOS at about 12-ish, but i didnt want to pay to get in. I went to find Sam at Fashion Bar instead. She was with clifford After a bit, we went to sky lounge at MOS rich and famous. woooooo hahaha... clifford's cousin, kelvin ordered shit loads of champagne
and clifford made me drink quite a bit. i was quite high when i met walter and hong at Smoove I left Smoove about 3-ish to meet T. at attica but we didnt stay long in attica. went back to his place. I was so high i just fell asleep straight away, not even remembering when i fell asleep. We woke at 11 plus am watched a lil "heroes" and then he left for Shangri-la for brunch w C. he told me that the brunch at Shangri-la was fantastic and he would bring me one day. I went home.
I am super tired.
*** I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away, never fade away
please please her 4:53:00 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Hello! Meet T.
This is T.
He is 23 years old this year He is from Corscia; France His family lives in Milan; Italy
T. is working in Singapore; in an engineering company He works till very late everyday; he is a hard worker. T. is able to speak fluent French, Italian, Spanish, and English; and is learning Indonesian. He lives in Singapore with 2 other flatmates.
(psst. the one on the left is T. w one of his best friends back home)
T. has a sweet tooth just like me. His favorite ice-cream is Haagen Daz, Cookies and Crème He has promised that he will make me tiramisu one day He likes spicy food. He enjoys watching TV series just like I do. T. listens and dances to progressive and trance. He hates R&B He smokes but intends to quit by 1st September. He owns a motorbike license and the cutest deep red Vespa which he rides to work. T. have promised me he will ride me home on his bike one day. He clubs quite a lot; with his neighbors, friends and work colleagues. I have met some of his friends whom I happen to think are a nice bunch. When we club together, he makes an effort to make me feel exclusive. The freak accidents his handphone has been through amuses me He is encouraging and supportive of my job and future prospects T. is quite a favorite amongst my friends; he is outgoing and spontaneous.
He's a really really reallynice guy; I can't emphasize enough. He always tickles me with laughter; a good sense of humor. Whenever I am around him, I can't help but smile to myself He makes me a happy girl. He always takes the effort to remember little details about me His smile always makes me feel all fuzzy inside T. is an optimistic, fun-loving and happy guy He has the most gorgeous pair of hazel brown eyes I know.
(psst the one on the right is T.)
I enjoy running my fingers through his hair and down his back as we enjoy each other's presence. Each time I tell him I have to go home from his place, I find it sweet how he would always hold me close and say "Do you really have to? No....not yet, don't go. Stay." We can talk about anything and everything; I am comfortable around him. T. kisses and hugs me when I'd least expect it I especially like it when T. plants a kiss on my head just to remind me he is there ((: He holds my hand or puts his arm around me at every possible moment. There are moments with him where I can just smile, watch him and feel content.
I like T. a lot. T. calls me his girlfriend
*** I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to cos i wanna hold yours too.
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
please please her 7:42:00 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
The Simpsons
I would rate this movie 4 out of 5 Its almost perfect! I had expected it to be really cheesy cos its a cartoon series made into a movie, usually such movies turn out to be typically draggy and dry but this one was not bad!
Yesterday, due to my 30 mins of sleep the night before, I napped from 5 to about 8-ish when I was woken by T.'s call to ask if I had wanted to watch a movie w him and C. We caught the movie at cineleisure. T. was teasing me about how people were looking on a asian girl dating a white guy at cineleisure. and I had told him how I'd use to make fun of such girls when I was with my gfs long time back. after movie; Left for T.'s place via VESPA ;) WOOOOWEEEEEEEE.I looove his vespa.I am gonna steal it. HAHAHA he rode me to hisoffice and showed me around a bit. It was alrdy pretty late. Nice place. So now I know where to go when I m intending to surprise him :D
At T's we watched "Heroes" I rewatched with him from episode 1 cos I have completely forgottenmost of whats happened and by continuing, i m just gonna be blur towards the end. He thought it was a good show (: After 2 episodes, I told him a bedtime story; tucked him in, kissed him goodnight :)) and left for home. I reached home at 2-ish. As i been home around 3ish/4ish/5ish, 2ish was pretty early and mummy was happy. hahahahahahaha
today is offically one month from me and T. getting to know one another, in the process of meeting up more and more thru the weeks (:
Tonight I am contemplating clubbing; "The cure" afterparty at Velvet tonight but my eyes can bearly open :( still fucking tired frm the lack of sleep. urgh.
its midweek. 2 more days to weekend! WOOOOOT!!! can't wait! :DD
***
you feel like heaven to touch. I want to hold you so much.
please please her 12:22:00 PM
Jillian B.
estb nov17nineteen85
music/ movie junkie Fragile; Please handle with care single
temperamental. scorpian
exijtp.cjc
monash university (TMC Singapore) applying for honors in psychology; specializing in clinical
hoping to do certificate in hypno-therapy
aspiring neuropsychologist; dealing with patients with brain injuries, assisting in memory recall.
